Rest in Peace little embabies.
Lady’s HCG has dropped more than half since our first positive result.
She is currently actively miscarrying. She woke up this morning with bad cramps, which have been coming and going throughout the day.
It is such a one-eighty from the symptoms she had been having just 24 hours ago: fatigue, indigestion, nausea, pregnancy sickness.
We are devastated.
Every night I’ve been talking to her tummy, giving them “pep talks”.
Today DW went in for what was just supposed to be trivial conformational bloodwork. She got the bad news from the nurse just before having to teach her last period class- standing in the staff room, other teachers just feet from her, socializing, laughing, having a great Friday. She was confused when the nurse said, “I’m sorry “, and then felt her heart weigh heavy in her chest, making it difficult to breathe. The bell rang soon after, and she rushed to her classroom, heart dragging behind her on the floor, trying to keep it together.
We are home now, embabyless, still trying to keep it together.