So I’m hooked up to an IV of intralipids right now, typing on my iPhone with my left hand. The cannula is in my right hand and the expensive mayonnaise is cold as in enters my veins.
Last night my spotting turned into a gush of blood, then stopped overnight. In the morning, I saw some red/brown spotting again, took the dog for a hike in the woods, and then noticed that I had soaked a pad with bright red blood when I got home. I changed my pad, drove to the clinic for my intralipid infusion, and noticed that in the 30 minutes it took to drive there, I soaked a second pad with bright red blood.
I told them about my bleeding, and they took some blood to check my HCG levels again. We should find out the results either later today or tomorrow.
I’m totally freaked out now, as I’m having full on bleeding now, but I’m trying to take things in stride.
Why can’t I just have a drama-free pregnancy??? Universe, why can’t you just cut me a fucking break???
So my beta HCG came back at 897. Yesterday it was 643. That’s a doubling time of 60 hours. The doubling time just ONE DAY ago was 32 hours.
My guess is that I may have miscarried a twin, hence the doubled doubling time. We’ll see what happens in the next couple of days. My file has been flagged for the RE to review, but I doubt that there’s anything he can do right now.
I don’t know what to think… I feel like I will be walking on eggshells until we see what’s going on in there (13 days).